I abruptly
stopped posting on my blog 7 years ago back in 2017. After festively greeting a
new 2017 year on January 3rd, I couldn’t even imagine that in 20
days I would have realized that 2017 was the worst year in my life.
On 23rd
January 2017 I tragically lost my son Egor at his 21.
The
life completely changed, my heart shuttered in small pieces, my soul died, my
brain fogged, my eyes were puffed from endless crying, and still… 7 years later
it still shockingly hurts, and I don’t know who I am anymore and why I am here.
The purpose of life is lost and there are still so many questions. I miss Egor
terribly, his personality, his jokes, his smile, his wise advice, his opinions.
7
years later, today, I decided to come back to my blog. I realized I need a
space for a rant, just a place where I can keep sharing my thoughts (or, I
would rather say, to learn how to speak again), my ideas, my work. So, please,
be patient with me…
Small things make big days,
Natalia
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